The Stupidest Day

By this time, I think I am stupid. I think that if I can't do what the rest can achieve easily, that's stupidity. Looking at my ex-neighbour who has a mental handicapp, I wonder if I belong to that category without realising it. So many people have been deceived by my innocuous self. Or maybe I'm just lousy in Mathematics. Am I stupid? Am I clever? Who can tell?

The Lesson

It stretches, unconcerned,
Torturing, thickening,
That gossamer mess
Of convolution that
Strangles you, that lays
Waste to your mind, as
You wait, for that 2012 famine,
But leaves you dry, a blabbering
Fool, what you must do
Pourquoi