Stagnate

Yet again, I press on keenly for change, for everything around me stagnates. It is puzzling and a dismay that people languish in perpetual constancy. Change, it may be, but towards which direction?

I cannot allow myself to remain mired in that pool anymore. So I will change. Marriage is not for me.

Hardships

Hardship is a necessary evil. It is human nature to suffer, no more, no less. Human beings suffer the moment they draw breath, interspersed with occasions of pleasure, although a temporary respite, it balances the perpetual suffering borne by human kind. When will it end, that is the question.
Christians sought this end through God, Buddhists through Nirvana. I would have it through my Lord, Time and Mind.