Never Been

I have never been much of a man, and some parts of me wanted to be protected. Part of me wants love, part of me wants seclusion. A big part of me feels that I am too ugly to face the world, that all I want to do is hide under the monk's cowl. Emotions assail me. What happens when you are not rich, not good looking, not fit, and all you want is the shroud of darkness to hide whatever offends you, or to embarrassed to show the world.