The Beginning of the End

I think it's about time I close this blog. Life is too full of sorrow already for me to add on to it. It's time to lay down the arms, lay down the sorrow, lay down the wears and burdens and come to peace with Father. It's almost time to go back to Him, who has been patiently waiting for me to return ever since I knew Him, and left Him in the middle of that night, sixteen years ago.

I don't wish to come back here again. I have been closer to the edge than never before. I have loved, have hurt, have been hurt, have cried, have laughed, have been angry, been jealous, been excited, and have experienced the full spectrum of emotions that a human should have. This year has been this eventful.

But I will never forget, I will never regret the times of extreme sorrow, extreme love that I have so keenly felt, the hurt, the passion that coursed through me, and that I have expressed here, for it makes me what I am. I am glad. The Night is not going to be gloomy any more, as day breaks for a better tomorrow.

Xavier Harker means 'listen for the home'. It will be time to go back soon. Very soon.