Often, I feel very afraid, and very much wanted to hide in one corner, sheltered from the storms of reality. I needed protection. I need the power, to be infused with that magical strength, to force my way through every impasse lurking around me. I need the Force and the Will, so that I could deal with every obstacle before me. The coward must be stamped out. It would not survive in the harsh reality. God could not protect me. I have found that out for myself. Fear is still very much frothing in the mouth, that greenish bile that threatens to grip me, to overwhelm me.
Let the Blue guide me. Let the Blue begin.
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