Never Been

I have never been much of a man, and some parts of me wanted to be protected. Part of me wants love, part of me wants seclusion. A big part of me feels that I am too ugly to face the world, that all I want to do is hide under the monk's cowl. Emotions assail me. What happens when you are not rich, not good looking, not fit, and all you want is the shroud of darkness to hide whatever offends you, or to embarrassed to show the world.

Fear

Often, I feel very afraid, and very much wanted to hide in one corner, sheltered from the storms of reality. I needed protection. I need the power, to be infused with that magical strength, to force my way through every impasse lurking around me. I need the Force and the Will, so that I could deal with every obstacle before me. The coward must be stamped out. It would not survive in the harsh reality. God could not protect me. I have found that out for myself. Fear is still very much frothing in the mouth, that greenish bile that threatens to grip me, to overwhelm me.

Let the Blue guide me. Let the Blue begin.

Epo e tai tai

This is more than just a song. It is a song of revelry and bawdiness, of debauchery and exultation of life. It is a song to follow you into battle, into the wildeness, that whatever happens, c'est la vie. La raison, ce n'est existe pas. Let the surge of life overwhelm you, and it echoes.

Glimpses of the Past

We are exiles of our own choosing. We chose to submit to the wiles of nature, to surrender to the whims of the elements. We are truly the sons of the earth now.

Outback

Outback on the cold wintry fields of yore
Sitting in the cramped confines I saw
The Dravidian crossed with the Asiatic
In that curious mixture of everything

Blank

The blank faces on the streets bely the tragic monotony of the everyday struggles, modern or otherwise. Life never ceases to show in the ordinary.

Tyler

If you ask me what animal do I resemble the most, it's the Tasmanian Devil. Demure at a distance, but when someone approaches, it responds with a snarl and bites.

Inside every one of us, there is a Tyler Durden waiting to break free. I am no saint. If truth be told, I am looking and thinking what is it like to fuck the person senseless. To break free of the strictures of society. This is Tyler Durden speaking.